This is a post about my relationship with food. So, trigger warning for content about diets, body image, and eating disorders, etc. I think I was put on my first diet around age.. oh, I don't know, 11 or so? It's hard to tell. My mother, being concerned about her own weight and the way … Continue reading The Body Obsessive
tw: talk about eating disorders. One thing I haven't spent a lot of time exploring in this space of mine is the fact that during my 10th-, 11th-, and 12th-grade years of high school, I suffered quietly with an eating disorder. I don't know exactly how it'd be diagnosed today, but I think the closest … Continue reading Recovery is Lifelong
I’ve noticed recently that I’ve been starting to treat my favorite comfort foods like I used to treat booze: just one won’t hurt, another one won’t hurt, one extra bite won’t do anything, this bite won’t do any more harm than the last, I’ll just work it off in the gym, is anybody else eating … Continue reading Filling Another Void: Emotional Eating Edition
As write this, my heart rate is slowly lowering from 120+ bpm. I'm covered in sweat - glistening, really. My legs ache, my stomach is a bit twisted, and I'm gulping a lime-flavored LaCroix as fast as I can manage without giving myself hiccups. I just got back from a 50-minute run, and I feel great. … Continue reading 44 Days Alcohol Free: Running it Off
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